No more struggle or fight
Evolving into me
Expanding beyond the deep
The meditation for the past few months, or years, well, my lifetime, is to actualize 'self', which creates such fulfilling connections with others, to keep opening and expanding the heart so as to lead the body with love.
It is so important to learn how to be ourselves, and not a premeditated, planned out version of this...; and in being who we really are - being the beautiful imperfect beings that we are in every moment of 'now', will inevitably lead to the perfect expression of our essential selves, our inner most beauty, the core light that shines unobstructed and thus brighter from this 'letting'.
It has taken (and is taking) a lot of time, focus, daring, and fight, ...constant conscious pushing... to grow into me, to grow into myself, to grow into my skin; to stop struggling with the fit as if it belonged to someone else or should belong to someone else, to evolve beyond an old idea that the fit was wrong or would never be a good enough, or worse - that it sometimes felt so itchy that I wanted to rip it off and cast it away. But alas, it is the perfect fit. We settle down don't we (?), and then every crevasse fills in snugly.
Sweet exhale: Growing into self. Growing into me.
Mind the Gap note for today and always...
Be Yourself. Everyone else is taken.
~Oscar Wilde
Oh Yes!!!! And It does feel right to fully accept oneself and embrace the whole picture despite some visible cracks there and there; That's our humanity.. Who seeks perfection, fails always, who seeks improvement in sincerity and authenticity , moves forward step by step (Hahaa wonder sometimes, if my words are really mine though, or if it's my subconscious talking, borrowing words that it already digested... Anyway, never mind!! lol)... This tittle definitely inspires me as i feel on the same inward track that you are! It does take time to arrive at this stage but it is priceless at the end. Very well and wisely written ! I like how you express it all!!!
ReplyDeleteSo beautifully expressed--as usual. I'm happy to see you arriving at this point.
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